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I was sexually molested when I was four and verbal. There came a time in my life I wanted to kill my self. I shouted out a window if there is a God I need for you to show me in three days. I want my husband back off drugs and I want a normal life. During those hard times I had three kids. I went to church for food pawned what ever I had to make it. Well during the time of a break down my husband called me Please take me to a rehab. Yea right (ha ha) I laughed. The second day he called again PLEASE HELP. NO leave me alone. The third day four in the morning I got a phone call please meet me at this rehab. Okay I said, I got up and went to rehab, It hit me there is a God that thought quickly left my mind. My husband was admitted for 30 days. Me, I continued to drink and hang out in bars. When he came home he said he wanted a divorce. I broke down and cried, tried to kill myself. I made a phone call to my sister please take my babies. Im tired. She quickly called her pastor and before you know it this pastor was talking to me about how this Jesus Loved me, I cried and ran to the nearest church calvary chapel. I then received the Lord. I came home with so much strength and hope I could not stop talking about the feeling I felt. Well I now have 11 years no drinking my husband has 11 years clean. We have four healthy kids. I own my own business, and two homes. Yes God is faithful these days. Not all of my prayers are answered so quick any more. God has perfect timing. he knew That his child needed him that third day. Now that Im older in the lord I wait for him. God used me so that my husband ,mother, father ,kids and friend would come to know him. WOW Thank You Jesus !!! |