I became a christian at 12 yrs old and faithfully followed the Lord until I was 18, I then met my 1st husband and spent the next 7 yrs with him, I had twin boys with him and several miscarriages our marriage fell apart mainly due to the pressure of massive debt.    My second marriage swiftly followed and this one was very violent, he physically and emotionally abused me, we had a daughter who was 18 mths old when I found the courage to leave him. I later found out that he sexually abused our daughter and I have spent the last 5 yrs fighting his attempts for overnight contact as the allegations could not be proven.    I then had another child during a 4 year relationship.   When I recommited to the Lord I was an absolute mess!!    Last January I believe the Lord told me to give Him a year of my life and He would change it beyond recognition!    So here I am 11 months later.I have had a lot of emotional healing from the Lord and I am engaged to a Christian man who loves my four children as much as he loves me,     So if you feel your life is a mess trust the Lord to put it back together! as He says, come to me all who are weary and I will give you rest.