Hello, My name is Trish Cromer.I'm 37 . I've been married for 18 yrs. and I had 3 childern but, I only have 2  kids now my youngest who was 7 at the time was killed in a car wreck 4 yrs. ago. I still have a 15yr. old  daudghter and a 12 yr. old son.   I really don't know what to say. I'm born again  and gave my life to the lord about a year ago.I would like to say that in my younger days  I did my partying but, I pround to say that I have never done drugs or smoked. My life has always been around my husband and my kids but, it wasn't until Christy was killed that I realized how much my kids mean to me. I can honestly say that if it had not been for mt other 2 kids and the grace of God  I know I would have done killed myself.   I  know I'm saved but, there are days when my nerves get so bad or I really just thing the devil is doing it that  I say things I know I shouldn't say and then I feel like I'm not worthy of his love but I'm trying I really am.I would love to thank the lord for everything I have in my life because I know without him I could be without it all.You know it's funny that the lord took Chrissy cause she was only 7 at the time but, even at that young age she wanted to be a Nun when she grew up. She was born 2 months early and only weighed 5lbs.3oz when she was born and I know that you are suppose to question what or why things happen but, I can't help but ask myself that if he was going to take her anyway why didn't just take her when she was born.But, then I'm thankful that he didn't cause I wouldn't have all those great memories of her. I know without a doubt she was a gift in my life and I know in my heart that he took her so I would come back to him and now I have even more to look  forward to than to seeing Chrissy again I get to see his wonderful face. I LOVE THE LORD.